13/9 ;
on to episode 16 of 爱情魔发师 (magicians of love) now. wenshen says im a tv monster. LOL.

so anyway, I LOST MY NEW BOUGHT OIL BLOTTERS! -.- i've only used one okay and its gone now. what the... xO

and, just got a new hair cut last sunday. i liked it alot but its kinda short, too short to accept the fact that fast. haha. samuel says it looks like helmet. tsk.

life... has been dead, meaningless and out of point. i dont know what im doing. someone gave me light where i thought i saw hope but i still suspect if its true. he was never there for me anyway.
so what if you've made all the promises. a pack of lies it is. i wont care anymore.

14/9 ;
went over to yishun ite and i must say i really got to understand and know how they live in there. its like who cares? they smoke, dye their hair, had tattoos all over, piercings are normal and fights are just tea break time for them. i might be a little exaggerating over here but it appears to be somehow like that. forget about it.

watched videos, had lotsa breaks and tours around. was kinda boring lah seriously, im glad i have no intention in going into ites. i might die in there. =/

oh ya, theres a small incident where this guy ask for yi xuan's number, wanted to be her friend but got teased by his friends cos she held me and brisked off. wahaha. can imagine his expression man. so damn embarrassed. there were also guys who whistled at us, i swear its scary. tsk.

15/8 ;
meet up with mingzheng today and we've talked things clear. i felt sorry and so is he. im glad i talked. thanks jeffrey for the 2 hour long talk with me the night before, for all the advices and for making me smile again. i appreciate what you've done.

16/9 ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRENDA, HOPE EVERYTHING'S GOING WELL FOR YOU. (:

speaking about this mei of mine, it has been a long time since i saw her. we've drifted apart lah, we could have been neighbours. =/

so anyway, stayed at home the whole day, finish watching 爱情魔发师 (magicians of love) and finally changed my bedsheet. still wondering if i should turn up at the bbq phileo invited me to. tsk. asked too many people out, then resulting this.

what can i do? darn it.


只要能够远远这样看着你
看着你看着你
就算伤心心里还是好想你
好想你好想你
只要能够静静这样陪着你
陪着你陪着你
就算分手还是选择喜欢你
喜欢你喜欢你
我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音
我不再回忆也不再伤心



;i am afraid